i dont want a job i just want paychecks
This will be my new answer every time someone asks me how the job searching is going
like 98% of my problems would be solved if i stopped overthinking things and calmed the fuck down and stopped being such a panicky, anxious little shit
I hope it lasts– Pieces of me - Ashlee Simpson
I like how on Tumblr we all have lots of sass but in real life we can’t say hi without fucking up.
You know what?
I’m done with melodramatic stuff.
This is fucking everything for me, and as I think about it more I realize that expecting the worst isnt helping! I create expectations of the same way and I trash then down before i even let anything happen.
So…If I didnt screw everything this time, the next time I will not get nervous at all, I will not overthink, I will not get unconfortable, I will just do what I want to, say what I want to and be happy.
I know that this isnt so easy, its not just making a choice, but as more I think about more I realize that it starts with a choice. And I am finally chosing right.
Its almost funny when you realize that the people that you always thought that would be there for you in the moment you most need them are exacly the ones who when it happens dont give a shit